Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Evil Consumes

There is a dark, evil cloud around me. Its thickness suffocates me so I cannot breathe. This dark cloud slinks around my ankles and grabs at my wrists. It is a dark cloud of pure evil, consuming my every thought. It has snuck into my brain, overwhelming every other thought, distracting me from every other task. I can’t take its pressure, can’t handle its feel around me body. It follows me wherever I go, I am always aware of its presence. I want it to leave me alone. To go back to where it came from and forever leave.

It prevents me from sleep, giving me horrible nightmares, and images that I cannot even describe. I can’t handle it anymore, I feel it on me. I want it to leave me alone.

I can feel the way it slithers across my body as I lay and think about its evil. I can’t handle it anymore, I feel it on me. I want it to leave me alone.

I can feel it next to me, like a corpse, haunting my every mental contemplation. I can’t handle it anymore, I feel it on me. I want it to leave me alone.

I wish I could erase the information that invited this evil amongst us. I wish I could tell it to go away. With it here I can’t forget, I can’t handle things, I can’t seem to make myself move on. I need to do something about it. I can’t handle it anymore, I feel it on me. I want it to leave me alone.

Its disturbing nature occupies everything I do – leaving me with no thoughts for myself. It makes me angry, makes me sad, makes me want to cry and sob. As I feel it slither, feel its wickedness, feel the way it works; I need it to go, I need it to leave. Leave me alone you evil monster, so I can live my life again.

1 comment:

  1. I'm right there with you...the more it sinks in the worse it gets. Even after the next couple weeks it'll be on my mind...hopefully less. Unbelievable. I love you.

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